It seems like everyone is writing about Christmas. I wonder why? I hate to jump on bandwagons, but who can resist when the wagon is decorated with candy canes and smells like apple cider?
I told a friend that I wasn’t ready for Christmas yet. Usually I am giddily counting down the days till the big one, but this year I feel like it is just going to be sad when it does get here. I mean as soon as it is here, it’s over. I would be more satisfied with the fact that the 25th is merely three days away (Holy Wow!) if I didn’t feel like I missed out on the entire season. I’m one of those people that believes it’s Christmas everyday from the day after Thanksgiving on (don’t be a hater.) Jolly type festivities seem to fill the calendar the last month of the year: Christmas parties, caroling with the youth group, community gatherings for the children’s home, seeing the zoo lights, and Christmas movie marathons. I feel like I missed out on all of that this year. Finals were a week later than usual this semester and it conflicted with many of the said functions. Not to mention, I took on a job in my college town about two weeks ago, so I have parked it in solitude for the holidays. And you know, I wasn’t going to admit this, but if I didn’t, then I would be hiding some real feelings (and you know I hate that): There is nothing like the holidays to make one come to terms with a break-up. Jonathan’s family’s traditions became so much my own. For five years I rode in a horse drawn carriage around the Memphis zoo to look at light displays with the only grandparents I have ever known; for five years I watched “White Christmas” snuggled up on the couch with his mom. For five years I laughed at the same jokes his dad makes every year at the dinner table. I wish it was only him that I broke-up with. Is this post just getting depressing?
Sorry for the sappy spirit. Yes, I missed out on a lot this year. Yes, this particular year is going to be very different than the many previous. All in all, there is still time for a Christmas movie marathon, right?
There! I’m starting to feel better already. I just have to remember to:
4 comments:
am i crazy...how do i follow your cute blog?! regardless, i'm loving your christmas post! hahah elf is my all time fave holiday movie!
You have plenty of time for a Christmas movie marathon. And you could even squeeze in Christmas baking, caroling, time with your family, and if you're around here you can have Christmas time with friends. :) Break-ups are tough. But Jesus died for us! Enjoy the season to celebrate Him... you can even start new traditions! =D
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hahaha I LOVE the last little Elf picture thing :)
I wish I had gotten back on the internet before now, I would've driven to Cleveland and hi-jacked you to come home and form some new traditions with me :D
btw - Barnes family Christmas is just getting started because the relatives just got here - open invitation to you for the whole week! :D
I love you bestie. You're beautiful! and as much as I absolutely HATE to see the pain you've been going through, I must say, I love getting to see YOU without the distraction of boy - I'm stunned by the amazing beauty I see more and more in you :) Be you, sister. It's gorgeous.
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